In reality, this week feels like a constant headache as The Quiet Man (ironically not so quiet) and The Hulk have perfected a form of scream fighting that makes my eardrums ache and my blood run cold. They are healthy, at least. Judy Moody has her first piano recital next month, and I am so excited ahe will be playing REAL songs w/ both hands! She has been really self motivated and my heart could burst w/ joy as 2 and 3 are NOT self motivated so much, and The Hulk is self motivated...but to my detriment. Come what may and love it? I'll miss these times? Too many people have said that for me to question that it will happen someday, but each day my heart yearns for more love and less quarreling in this house and for some occasional peace and reflective time. I can't always go to the temple, but it seems the only way lately. Remember What About Bob? W/ Bill Murray? That, my friends is my family. I WANT, I WANT! I NEED, I NEED! I love them (even if Judy Moody and her friend decided 58 degrees is perfect swimsuit weather), but being a mom never ends, let alone trying to be a really good mom. How does an introvert successfully pull this off?
And in my health news, does 4.5 days of healthy eating and exercise combat a day w/ a big bit of work/kid related stress eating? I sure hope so. I will be good for tonight and all,of the new week though...promise.
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